Continuing with my previous post, I have today. See for example, my love in college aimed to be entertained. She got what she wanted and I am happy for her. Let's check the future for what it is. She is with a guy who flunked an year. That's pathetic. Okay, I am on the verge of the same thing but I will struggle hard to make sure that doesn't happen. Her choice is terrible considering the prospective future. I am creepy and I can understand that. She could have gone for anyone better than me but no. She went for the worse. At least I hope he makes her happy. The point is he had his day. He had yesterday.
Another example is my friend, say Ron. He is very intelligent and highly capable of decision making. He wouldn't be here if it wasn't for fate. Unfortunately, he is here. One day, he will get to where he belongs. That is tomorrow. It's a bit uncertain but as long as there is a tomorrow, he will still have a chance to get there. All I have is today. I didn't have yesterday, considering the fact that I lost my love to an undergrad failure with rich assets monetarily and that I don't have a tomorrow considering the fact that I neither possess the skill or luck to venture into the adventure land. All I have is a today. Today if I don't work, I will never see the sun rise. If today I don't study, I would have missed the chance of learning so great. I'll miss the deadline I fixed to myself. With this chaotic ever changing world, I am not even sure if death will occur, the next second. I have no friends, none of us do. May be that we have people to help us in need and that's it. You could basically hire people to do that.
Anyway, as far as ZS guys, I don't have enough time anyway. My strategic move in one fucking day is to do data structures to its fullest and revise databases. I know I am not gonna get through this successfully. I am better off with preparing for GATE strategically. In other news, I just want to learn stuff for what it is. So there's that. In all sinceriousness, I am leaving this post with one note. Try to find those things that'll show you that you are alive.
See you next time
Horopter
Another example is my friend, say Ron. He is very intelligent and highly capable of decision making. He wouldn't be here if it wasn't for fate. Unfortunately, he is here. One day, he will get to where he belongs. That is tomorrow. It's a bit uncertain but as long as there is a tomorrow, he will still have a chance to get there. All I have is today. I didn't have yesterday, considering the fact that I lost my love to an undergrad failure with rich assets monetarily and that I don't have a tomorrow considering the fact that I neither possess the skill or luck to venture into the adventure land. All I have is a today. Today if I don't work, I will never see the sun rise. If today I don't study, I would have missed the chance of learning so great. I'll miss the deadline I fixed to myself. With this chaotic ever changing world, I am not even sure if death will occur, the next second. I have no friends, none of us do. May be that we have people to help us in need and that's it. You could basically hire people to do that.
Anyway, as far as ZS guys, I don't have enough time anyway. My strategic move in one fucking day is to do data structures to its fullest and revise databases. I know I am not gonna get through this successfully. I am better off with preparing for GATE strategically. In other news, I just want to learn stuff for what it is. So there's that. In all sinceriousness, I am leaving this post with one note. Try to find those things that'll show you that you are alive.
See you next time
Horopter
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