It is completely out of my bounds. Today is 26th October and I am still figuring out how to deal with algorithms. This is crazy man. This is stupid crazy. All the answers I was seeking for so long is actually divided into three really simple concepts.
As a CSE guy, I am supposed to be familiar with this stuff, at least by now. So to break it down, this is emotionally unpleasing. The three paradigms, divide and conquer, dynamic programming and greedy algorithms are the essential part of coding which I was completely unaware of. See, I tell you, nothing gives you the satisfaction of creating stuff and that's why mother is hailed big in the universe, like highest rank of all. Coming to the point, digesting the method delivered by not you, is like serving food cooked by others. Sure, it's a great experience but just imagine cooking and serving to the person you love the most. Nothing beats that feeling. Being a man, I can't cook and neither can I serve. I could be a savage for all I am.
I want to learn to solve problems and for some reason I was afraid. I started blaming people around me. O yeah they deserved because most of them got lucky. It's just unfair that I just blamed, you know what I mean? I just blamed, I mean, I never took any steps to increase my potential. Is it too late to learn. It never is and the fact that I realized it now makes me happy. I will be learning for I want to. It's not because there is some stupid test or an interview the next day. I can practice a lot, learn a lot and not flinch for a second. It may sound hypocritical because I started algorithms to, well, basically to appear to ZS and GATE but now I am happy to see that it's not the case. Now, I want to learn the subject for what it is.
Have you ever felt that you are a character in a video-game that received a new power? I felt just like that when this happened. I was literally going through D&C and I felt a rush. I was feeling as if I got a new superpower. Don't take me wrong, this is not the first time. I used to feel it every single time in my high school. Ramaiah college ruined me for good. It took me three years to get back that feeling. Now I don't care. I am not afraid of my life anymore. I want to create stuff and I have got my tools. Sure, I am still at fourth tier in placements and as far as pay-grades are concerned I am not moving anywhere with my life. I have hope. I have the greatest gift I could ever have. Today.
Yes, not many people have today. Sure, they have tomorrow, they had yesterday. How many people really have today? Not many. I have today.
As a CSE guy, I am supposed to be familiar with this stuff, at least by now. So to break it down, this is emotionally unpleasing. The three paradigms, divide and conquer, dynamic programming and greedy algorithms are the essential part of coding which I was completely unaware of. See, I tell you, nothing gives you the satisfaction of creating stuff and that's why mother is hailed big in the universe, like highest rank of all. Coming to the point, digesting the method delivered by not you, is like serving food cooked by others. Sure, it's a great experience but just imagine cooking and serving to the person you love the most. Nothing beats that feeling. Being a man, I can't cook and neither can I serve. I could be a savage for all I am.
I want to learn to solve problems and for some reason I was afraid. I started blaming people around me. O yeah they deserved because most of them got lucky. It's just unfair that I just blamed, you know what I mean? I just blamed, I mean, I never took any steps to increase my potential. Is it too late to learn. It never is and the fact that I realized it now makes me happy. I will be learning for I want to. It's not because there is some stupid test or an interview the next day. I can practice a lot, learn a lot and not flinch for a second. It may sound hypocritical because I started algorithms to, well, basically to appear to ZS and GATE but now I am happy to see that it's not the case. Now, I want to learn the subject for what it is.
Have you ever felt that you are a character in a video-game that received a new power? I felt just like that when this happened. I was literally going through D&C and I felt a rush. I was feeling as if I got a new superpower. Don't take me wrong, this is not the first time. I used to feel it every single time in my high school. Ramaiah college ruined me for good. It took me three years to get back that feeling. Now I don't care. I am not afraid of my life anymore. I want to create stuff and I have got my tools. Sure, I am still at fourth tier in placements and as far as pay-grades are concerned I am not moving anywhere with my life. I have hope. I have the greatest gift I could ever have. Today.
Yes, not many people have today. Sure, they have tomorrow, they had yesterday. How many people really have today? Not many. I have today.
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